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| Ahh.
I am listening to this song "I like your hair" by Scotty Vanity.
Its effing hilarious.
I can't stop laughing.
Like at all.
Jesus. Yeah so my summer is going pretty amazing.
I ,ove all the new friends I have and the partying all the time.
I loveeeee it.
Life is good right now and I hope that it stays that way.
I get nervous that its not going to, because thats the way it always goes.
But anyhow, I start my senior year over again this fall.
Like less then six weeks.
I am so excited and I really don't want to fuck this one up.
Like at all.
It means more then anyone knows to me that I get the second chance to go back.
I can't wait I am so excited. Other then that I think all is pretty much good for once.
Although I'm sure that I will have something to bitch about sooner then later.
Haha.
I always do. =] | | |
| I really don't.
I was just reading my old entries.
Gah.
My life is so different.
I can't even begin to explain all that has changed.
Its nuts.
I dunno anymore. Well anyhow.
I just wanted to get in a brief update.
I will deff be posting on here more often.
Although no one will read this.
But hey, I like to think that someone is out there listening to all my pathetic woes.
Kevin used to be.
=/ Tomorrow.
A real, long post.
I swear, to no one but myself. | | |
| Hate Me Today.
Wow.
So I haven't used this in a while.
But since no one reads it, I tihnk I'm going to start again.
So I';m really pissed off at Abby right now.
And I hate it.
I wish she would just close her fucking legs.
She KNOWS how crazy about Adam I am.
What the hell is she thinking?
For real.
Plus I get this nasty feeling that she's telling Adam that I'm psycho, just like James was telling him.
I also think she's talking about me behind my back a lot.
I'm not as stupid and oblivious as she may think.
Which pisses me off even more.
How dumb does she think I am?
I can always tell when she is lying.
I'm one of the few who can.
SHE's the fucking dumbass.
God I just want to punch her in the fucking face half the time.
The cut her vagina out and feed it to a bear.
Wow.
That's a bit... disgusting.
Lmao.
Yep that's it for today.
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| wow. i really needed to update this site i had forgotton about it... kinda. anywho, just for the benefit of u all. my new xanga is blENDwithMEapf. check that one from now on. lol. srry. so a lot has happened since august. where to start...
my mom moved out of gville and back into whitehall. im pissed. but w/e that was forever ago. um... yeah my summer was certainly interesting. we wont go there tho. ive had a million and a half interests in guys. but ive finally settled on one. his name is michael. weve been dating for like a week and a half. hes sweet, and he makes me laugh. im happy. well not entirely but w/e. josh.... dont even get me started. same w/ tysea. but w/e. ivce tried apologizing. its just not good enough.
ive gotton awesomely close w/ abby. dani casey and have to work some things out... i think... i miss her a lot. cheering is good. except shannon landed on my head and my head snapped forward. i keep having a problem with it, and im extremely dizzy lately.... more then normal that is. lol.
school is ok. ive decided on one of the schools im going to apply at next year. Sacred Heart University. I really liek that one. so does ashlee, which i think is awesome. weve become extremely close this summer and now shes one of my best friends. i love her to pieces and pieces. and jillie. i love them both. ive gotton really close to quite a few of my friends this summer. yay!
well thats all i can think of for right now. ill fill u in more as i think of it. i will try to make regualr entries in here again. laters. | | |
| YOU:
the complete feeling of udder happiness when u sign on. my heart going a little faster. my impatience waiting for a message. the feeling that nothing else matters. the feeling of purpose, and meaning. the feeling that someone cares about u so deeply, that theyve kind of changed. the thoughts of dropping everything and anything needed just to be w/ u. the kind of feeling i cant get from anyone else. the joy, of being shitlessly tired and still going to bed at 4 am. only to wake up for 8. but not caring bc ur so blissfully happy. the feeling that nothing could ever change. that we should always be together. that ur the one for me. and even tho were young... who knos where things may go from here! that no matter what i want u in my life forever. that very little matters anymore. talking about u everyday. cant get enough of u. dont want to stop. EVER! what the hell is this? we dont kno, and frankly i dont care! i just love every minute of it. and cant stop!
now tell me... can any of u make me feel this way? | | |
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